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I actually miss Macau



I can totally write a book about everything that has happened this semester.
More bad things happened than good things, and till now I still feel weary.

1) I quit my part-time job at Uniqlo after 1/2 a year.
2) Had a major bitch fight with x. 
3) Patched things up with x (hopefully) and we're on regular terms.
4) Arranged a failure camp
5) Drama within the camp
6) Pissed y off
7) Had even bigger bitch fight with y
8) Tried to apologise and resolve the issue but nothing came out from it
9) Dragged z into the picture and now everyone is unhappy
10) Had a hard time maintaining my cool and sanity while doing projects
11) Nearly got debarred from classes
12) Lost 300 bucks
13) Forgot about people who were once very important to me

However, great things happened too:

1) z proved to be one of the only people in class that I can to. We are awfully similar.
2) Pulled through all the projects sleepless night after sleepless night
3) Had a good, albeit short holiday with the whole family
4) Still constantly met casshanjiahui  and billibelle almost everyday after school for fatty food!
5) Had an uber fun MRM group
6) Knew a friend who drives like a madwoman
7) Bullies me half the time but still cooks me mac&cheese when I'm hungry
8) I'M GOING TO SEE JAY
9) Found a job
10) Moving back to a place I can call my own
11) Discovered something that I'm good at


I honestly believe that it takes two hands to clap.
Whatever wrong I have done, I have apologised and explained myself.
I'm not trying to make up an excuse to cover up for my wrongdoings nor try to hide from what I've done.
I sincerely tried my best to maintain everything as much as I could and I kept to all of my promises.

I don't know about you,
and I won't blame you,flame you or criticise you anymore.
I did initially, but I'm not going to do so anymore because it is pointless.

People can say whatever they want, but so long as the few people who matter know exactly what's going on, that's enough for me.
I don't care about rumours and neither do I care about the judgmental looks people give me.



I'm moving into a new home,
starting on a new job,
and inching towards a new semester.

I promise to work hard and be as true as I can be because in a place where I'm stuck at,
it's hard to be honest to yourself.